What baffles us beyond the universe is our inability to understand its colossal size and its complex mechanics. To imagine the size of something ten million times brighter than the sun or sixty-five thousand times the mass of earth, It makes your brain hurt doesn’t it? Well I think about it way too much.
Okay so anyway I'm seriously losing my mind over a variety of things including college, friends, weather, forever. I honestly don't know why I don't make much of an effort to make friends, it's hard for me I guess I'm definitely not a social butterfly. I like being alone, in fact I enjoy it very much however once in a while it would be nice if I had someone to talk to. I mean I love my friends now but none of us take each other seriously and it's hard to talk about anything seriously so it's kinda awkward when we try to. Someone who likes the same music as I or someone who will be a total nerd with me. Forgive me but I think it's this redneck town I live in. Whatever I'm tired and I need sleep and I need to finish shitloads of homework. So maybe I'll be ok for now.

peace out pig snout.