When I felt alright, when I felt featherlight, when I was alive, it wasn't too long ago, but already that feeling is gone and dear, I miss it like crazy. I miss the noise, the way I lived and the music I centered my life around. I misstti being crazy feeling awesome because I just met my favorite band. letting the rain hit my face when I'm not supposed to be outside. Does it always hurt this bad? I guess some songs just trigger good times, and all good things must end, apparently, but then again life entirely hasn't ended yet, but will it soon?  I hope not but I'm still not as happy as I used to be, trust me. I'm happy but not as it used to be. Darling I wish you were here.
Warped tour is this weekend, I think I'll have lots of fun so I shouldn't worry right? I'm just going insane although...
I demand you to go listen to Owl City's Ocean Eyes, it's an incredible album, it makes me feel so good, i feel as if my heart's about to burst with sea water. candy and sunsets.
I miss you too, by the way, 


well that's all for now



summer's almost over. :[